"... you know that feeling when you are watching someone sleep and you feel overwhelmed with joy that they exist? " ... and I remembered that I used to wake up to find H. smiling, watching me sleep ... it was new how I would wake up just because (I felt him?). it was new that love.
it was love
(and still now it makes me smile and it fils my heart! lucky and great for having inspired and lived that love)
a tentar perceber se ainda tenho que deixar fluir até se esgotar esta tristeza em que ando ou se já estou a raiar a autocomiseração e preciso de me dar um par de abanões e sair desta remando contra a maré